LOVE IT OR DIE

so in making my playlist i found out that i am like everyone in the fact that i cant pick the right ones cause theres sooo many good ones so heres MORE!


1] secrets - one republic
2] champagne supernova- oasis
3] just a girl- no doubt
4] jeremy - pearl jam
5] hold on - wilson phillips
6] crossroads- bone thugs-n-harmony
7] so lonely - twista and mariah
8] Juvenile - I Know You Know
9] far behind- candlebox
10] kryptonite- 3 doors down
11] local god- everclear
12] love fool - the cardigans
13] helena- my chemiacla romance
14] mr. brightside- the killers
15] i miss u- blink ;)
16] where'd you go-fort minor

the promised playlist.

my fav songs . haha for now

1] this years love- david gray
2] i cross my heart- george strait
3] ooh ahh- grits
4] trying to find a balance- atmosphere
5] baby- justin beiber
6] strawberry fields forever- the beatles
7] chicago- glory of love
8] say goodbye- chris brown
9] space bound- eminem
10] need you now- lady antebellum
11] grandpa- the judds
12] la la la- LMFAO
13] you and me- lifehouse
14] collide- howie day
15] all for you- sister hazel
16] promise- eve 6
17] billie jean- michael jackson
18] like a prayer- madonna

and of course the previous blog "takin my air"

why the hell am i awake right now...

theres so many songs that i can hear and feel everything i need to feel at that exact moment. this has been my fav song for quite a while now. i gonna make a playlist so u all can be in my head.. haha


Lyrics to Takin' My Air :
chris brown(feat yung ram)

Ooooh ooooh ohh oooh
It's been a minute since I seen your face
Everythings got me feelin outta place
Thinkin bout you night up and day
Tryna get you off my mind
Ever since we broke up baby
It's been hard for me to get up on my grind
Thinking bout you every night and day
Show me where to go

I swear I can't breathe
Someone call me a doctor
Shes taking my air and somebodys gotta stop her like
Hey hey I can't breathe and
As hard as it seems I might need machine
I swear I can't breathe
Someone call me a doctor
Shes taking my air and somebodys gotta stop her like
Hey hey I can't breathe and
As hard as it seems I might need machine

What's happenin with choo round
What it do baby
It's kinda crazy how I been thinking of you lately
Even though you ain't my girl
Even though I ain't yo man
Please understand that it wasn't round me what I got planned
I know you love me boo
You know I love you to
I know it was really sad but I had to
So I solute but promise me this one thing
That you gon keep it tight

I'm laughin cause I never that youd be out my life
My keeps asking bout yo now
But I don't know what to say
But hey life is life
And shawty it just blew away
I must admit it I'm really tryin
But can't catch yah
I got you tattooed in my veins
Stuck with you forever
And real niggahs keep tryin
I'm a spread my wings
But what hurts me the most is we was like a perfect team
Two perfect things that's about to get real fragile
So I'm a keep writin yah songs to the next chapter

I swear I can't breathe
Someone call me a doctor
Shes taking my air and somebodys gotta stop her like
Hey hey I can't breathe and
As hard as it seems I might need machine
I swear I can't breathe
Someone call me a doctor
Shes taking my air and somebodys gotta stop her like
Hey hey I can't breathe and
As hard as it seems I might need machine

She my daily dose
She keep me level headed
Gets me higher than high, a g5 jet it
Man I want her and I need her and I know she know I trust her
Sometimes I don't believe her
But maybe that's the guy in me
I'll be thinkin what she thinkin like you thinking
I told myself be patient
She calm me down, she make me laugh
So I rub her back
Run a bubble bath
We be places that we can't even pronounce
Up in towns that you never seen
But a war to be green
Play no games with her
And all she want me to do is say the truth
Be faithful and put that thang in her
What you ain't about to do
But if you want it, don't spin it
Cause the mother lanes loose
Get with good, that's what winners
Shes been here since the beginning
I called her little cutie
That booed up, cause it's true

I swear I can't breathe
Someone call me a doctor
Shes taking my air and somebodys gotta stop her like
Hey hey I can't breathe and
As hard as it seems I might need machine
I swear I can't breathe
Someone call me a doctor
Shes taking my air and somebodys gotta stop her like
Hey hey I can't breathe and
As hard as it seems I might need machine

go team NINJA

today was a good day. the night however..not so much. the other night i did something to someone that if it had been done to me someone would have been hurt. badly. and i am not proud of it. i now realise i have reached a point in my life where i have a conscience. just cause I'm nice to everyone, and i give and do allot for allot of people, doesn't make me a good person. i just realised it. i have made soo many mistakes lately and do not have the karma good enough to have the things that i am blessed with. and i am an extremely lucky ninja. and I'm kind of an ass. woot. so basically I've decided its time to clean house. grow up. and be someone that is not kept awake at night saying 'really now? is that necessary' or 'did u seriously do that?' my caring about others, what i share, my behavior, pov, and many more to come. people who aren't on board can go blow someone cause i need this. my heart hurts for things i am doing to myself... I'm sorry if i was a hurricane or like tucker max in ur life. guess we'll see if its to lil to late and if I'm doomed to shine pitch forks in hell...