today was a good day. the night however..not so much. the other night i did something to someone that if it had been done to me someone would have been hurt. badly. and i am not proud of it. i now realise i have reached a point in my life where i have a conscience. just cause I'm nice to everyone, and i give and do allot for allot of people, doesn't make me a good person. i just realised it. i have made soo many mistakes lately and do not have the karma good enough to have the things that i am blessed with. and i am an extremely lucky ninja. and I'm kind of an ass. woot. so basically I've decided its time to clean house. grow up. and be someone that is not kept awake at night saying 'really now? is that necessary' or 'did u seriously do that?' my caring about others, what i share, my behavior, pov, and many more to come. people who aren't on board can go blow someone cause i need this. my heart hurts for things i am doing to myself... I'm sorry if i was a hurricane or like tucker max in ur life. guess we'll see if its to lil to late and if I'm doomed to shine pitch forks in hell...
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